The Choice I Never Wanted To Make

When my parents read their will, I thought it was a joke. Everything—the house, the savings—went to my disabled brother. I’d only get money if I became his full-time caregiver, a “salary” for giving up my life.

I love him, but after years of sacrifice, they still wanted proof. So, later I sat in my car, gripping the steering wheel, trying to breathe through the betrayal. My brother, Dorian, had cerebral palsy.

He couldn’t walk, couldn’t talk clearly, but he laughed more than anyone I knew. I grew up loving him, fiercely. I gave up sleepovers, trips, even dating in high school, because someone had to stay with him when our parents couldn’t.

I never complained—not to them, anyway. But I was 29 now. I’d moved out, started a small photography business, even had someone special in my life—Jules, who wanted us to move to a different city.

We were planning a new life together. My parents knew that. Still, they wrote me into this strange ultimatum: take care of Dorian, or get nothing.

That night, I didn’t sleep. I just kept hearing Mom’s voice: “You’re the only one we trust.” Trust? Or guilt?

I didn’t tell Jules right away. I just said, “They left everything to Dorian.” She blinked, then said, “Oh wow. Okay.

How do you feel about it?” I just shrugged, because I didn’t know what I felt. Confused, mostly. The next week, I visited Dorian.

He was sitting in his wheelchair by the window, humming to himself. When he saw me, his whole face lit up. He tried to say my name—“Naa-than!” I smiled, sat beside him, and we played with the little keyboard piano he loved.

He didn’t know about the will. He didn’t know he was now the “owner” of a house he couldn’t use on his own, or that his brother had been cornered into caring for him like it was a job. And that made me angry all over again.

Not at him. Never at him. But at our parents.

For putting me in this position. The truth was, I didn’t want to move back. I didn’t want to give up my freedom, my business, my relationship.

I wanted to visit Dorian, love him, be there for him—but not every single day, all day. Not forever. Three days later, Jules brought it up again.

“What are you thinking?” she asked, gently. “I don’t know,” I said. “They really did this.

Like I need to prove I care about him or something. As if I haven’t spent my whole life proving it.”

She nodded. “It’s not fair.

But it’s your decision. If you want to fight it legally, maybe we can—”

“No. They were smart about it.

Legally, they’re allowed. I either accept or walk away.”

She looked at me for a long time. “What would you regret more—taking care of him, or not?”

That question sat with me.

I hated that it made sense. I told my business partner, Miles, about everything. He was quiet for a while, then said, “You built this studio from the ground up.

You really gonna give that up?”

“I don’t know. Maybe just…pause it. For now.”

He looked pained.

“You know that doesn’t work long-term, right? Either you’re in, or you’re not.”

That night, I sat outside Dorian’s room after he’d gone to bed. I just sat there.

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